Things i will never say.
As if it where that simple.
Warm waves build up touch heart toung and lips
Pressed thought emotion swallowed.
Still emotion lingers
Not negated by words not spoken
Still held to dearly
The way colors smells and even weather bring loved and longed for memory.
Silent and distant embrace much more than skin to skin could share in writing
The way that skin to skin dose write
No i could never say that
The way that the color of flowers at the grocery
Store still reach for my attention.
As if saying, she would like these best
No i could never say it
Know i could never say it
There would be no need to
Her presence in my life is still evident
The ways she makes her home in my choices
As small as they may seem to those looking in.
I know the storys that place these tones of fear and courage in my voice adding its melody to mine in those momements when i need it most and at times when least expected. Not mere machinations instead finger prints and impression.
But i will n